Does that make sense now why I didn't just want, but KNEW, that I was gonna be a doctor?
Actually, I forgot all about that, (wow, how we, little children, think, huh!) until, one day, my mom said, in retrospect, that she had a friend who came to the house, a doctor, and he was a boy! (When I was little, to me, everybody was a girl and a boy. There was no such thing as a young lady and a gentleman, or a woman and a man. You maybe big or small, but you're still a boy or a girl. I didn't know what young or old was then.)
Yes, that story, the whole scenario, came back to mind! I remember being shocked to the bone!! I could not understand why a boy could be a doctor! I remember going up to my room with a terrible headache, totally confused why it was so. When the doctor left, I remember asking my mom how he could be such - a doctor!? That's when my mom found out about my thinking.
It's funny, when my mother was telling me all about this, the same sensation I felt when I was a kid, the headache, confusion, they all came back to me! That was definitely a powerful, deep impression on me as a little girl, it shaped my whole life! WOW!!
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